Why did always have to be like this? This silence, a painful reminder that was truly deafening, would never leave the man be. Sure, everyone did things they regret at one point or another, but this was new territory for a man with no experience with handling a world too insane to even grasp. The music was his escape, but right now he felt blind.
Where was she? Marley, his partner, was nowhere again. Hell, they worked together, but she rarely came by. The world felt cold as he picked up his phone, the message that was open seemed like a badly planned joke.
/”We need you at work, there’s been a compromising accident you need to know about. Thank you and stop by to see the director when you have a spare moment.
-V.”/
Virgil texted calmly at all times, but when someone was dead or nearly there, that was the instant call to arms. River was silent as he read the message again and again, too stunned to react. The only ones on the mission were Marley, Sardonyx, a newbie called Parsley, and Virgil.
Who was dead?
Gods, don’t be Marley. Don’t be Marley. His eyes slid to the baby sleeping in her bassinet near his old, rugged red sofa. It was so faded, it looked pink, but it still held up, and it kind of matched Amora’s basket. Marley was a strong, creative soul who had quite the fast mouth on her. The baby was only here because Marley hadn’t wanted to leave the babe with her girlfriend for the night. Babies were rather loud, but then again, Amora preferred to listen when someone talked.
“Don’t leave me with her, Bobby… She needs all of us.” Gods, thinking about this was making him cry. He barely registered the tears until he licked his lips and tasted salt. “Fucking stupid, rash, igit…” He dared not look at his phone again, even as it buzzed with Virgil’s name across.
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A tidal wave, powerful as it was destructive, beautiful as it was killer. That was what this was. Standing in his leader’s living room, Ala was silent. Virgil was on the sofa with a young woman’s head on his lap, the rebel’s lightly shaking hands petting the mess of short, spiked brunette hair. It was odd to see the man so gentle, so at ease, but Al could smell the tears. The woman was barely breathing, her jacket torn to near shreds on her right side, blood marking her flesh like a fresh tattoo, too tender to touch, but shining brilliantly in the low light. Swallowing hard as he passed others to get to the couch, he ignored the looks from both Sabriel and Peregrine. River couldn’t speak, his throat too tight. He watched as Virgil pulled her up closer, and the demon’s lips were on hers for a brief moment, parting her lips as he breathed into her mouth. She was fading fast if he was transferring soul to her. No. This had to be a bad dream.
Blue-grey eyes were locked on her wounds now, desperate to wish them away. Was she still breathing? Was her life still here? “Rivvie,” the leader breathed in such a delicate way as sharp ocean eyes slid to Ala’s, “she asked for you.” Rivvie. He hadn’t heard that name in years. Swallowing hard again, he didn’t look up as his leader stood slowly. Taking his place with a delicacy he didn’t even know he had, River sat slowly, cradling the woman’s head on his lap. She was bleeding badly, but there was little Virgil could have done. The woman was barely hanging on, her skin somewhat cold as he pressed a palm to her cheek. She’d been crying, she was in pain.
“Hey… Hey, Bobbie,” he murmured, swallowing hard once more, his voice sounding so much more cracked than he had thought it would, “you still owe me the drum lay for the new track, baby.” Her eyes were still closed, her hands trembling as Alastar stroked the bloodied hair from her face. Her jeans were a bit torn, but it was her side that scared him. Her shirt had been removed, probably by Zebastien or Virgil, but he could see the wounds. A large dog or guardian werewolf, maybe… He couldn’t tell. She was fading fast, but he could have sworn she smiled at his joke. “I don’t want you to go, Mars… Come on. Open your eyes, please…?” Fuck, he was starting to cry. He’d never noticed how much of a petite thing she really was until she was lying here, bloody and shivering just enough to help him see she was trying. Drummers never could stay still, and for the first time in his life, he wanted to absolutely murder the man or beast who’d torn her apart. Slowly, he pulled her closer, pressing his forehead against hers. He wanted her to slap him for calling her Bobbie. Wanted to hear her curse him out! But…he had a cold dread in his gut.
Cruelty. That was what this was. The wound had meant to inflict severe, debilitating pain, to weaken the woman. She was never the fastest or the smarted person in the Angels, but she was the peacemaker under the gruff and loud exterior. As much as she yelled, she had also been the kindest to the wolf. Taking a shuddering breath, he pressed his lips to hers, as Virgil had, but breathed into her mouth harder than the leader. He was desperate for her to survive, to make it just a few more minutes. He could heal, could withstand silver and holy water, but for the very first time in his memory, he felt entirely fucking useless. His breath could heal her, if he tried hard enough, dammit, but she wasn’t responding to him.
Virgil stood in the doorway, his face wet and his throat tight. She was his best man, in more ways than he could describe. Burning River Haggard was trying so hard, and although her side was stitching slowly, her heartbeat seemed so weak. Looking at Sabriel, Virgil silently asked his question.
Sabriel only looked over, his head to watch his old friend with his deep brown gaze, then turned back to the bleeding woman and the crying man holding her form. Maybe she’d make it, but it didn’t look good. She was part witch as Sabriel was, but there was no necromancer, no demon, nor wolf in her veins. Humanity was not an advantage in the Angels, and it was proving a point from her and her alone.
As the crowd thinned, men and women leaving the wolf and witch be, only Sabriel and Virgil stood planted in their place. Blood was her major loss now, but… “Alastar, I don’t know if she can even hear you,” the demon murmured just loud enough for the wolf to hear him.
“Yes, she can, but I… I don’t know…how to heal her.” River was still crying, but he sounded confident in at least one way. “You could save her, Khay, she… Y-you could change her.” Alastar and Virgil met gazes, though they both went silent.
Was it worth the try?
—
Marley Rodriguez and Alastar Haggard; sometimes lovers, best friends, band mates, and musical enthusiasm galore. The only difference between them was their policy on their place in the rebellion. Marley would hunt and track a master who raped and harmed young girls, silencing them if she found them. Alastar, on the other hand, believed death to not be his place to grant. Ending a life was not his jurisdiction, nor anyone else’s. But for the first time, as he held the injured drummer in his lap, cradling her head on his shoulder, he decided on manslaughter. The woman wss barely hanging on, and while he stroked her cheek, fresh tears slid down her pale cheek, pulling his eyes from her hand lightly clasping his belt. She needed a grounder, something hard and cold, to know her best friend was still here.
Blue-grey eyes watched her cheek grow wetter, his rage was slowly growing with each spent tear and every soft whimper his expelled. Her lips were so dark in colour, he could tell it was merely the blood on her gentle flesh. She had been coughing or in the very least, regurgitating blood. The healing wounds on her side and stomach did look deep enough to cause that level of damage. Virgil’s kiss had probably been bloodied as well, but the wolf said not a word. How did he say it? How could he have let this happen to her? Marley was his best friend, his semi-lover, the woman who had given him a child. His life had never been the same since the night the wet and tired rocker pulled him into an alley, her old acoustic guitar on her back and her drum sticks slid messily into her jeans belt loops.
She spoke of getting away from an abusive father, her desire to prove herself as a worthy musical artist, and how she needed him to shut up before he was snagged by the hunter he had never even noticed. Her messy hair was cut oddly, at an angle, and her eyes had been red from crying, but she’d still taken the risk to pull him from the jaws of danger. He owed her, and the next time he came across her, she pulled him into the bathroom at the club and kissed him like there was no tomorrow. She begged him to take her virginity before her abusive father did. Her bruised ribs and tender hips showed the advances clearly, and it wasn’t much of a stretch to say that he had been not only mystified by her, but aware that the woman with dark eyes and a terrible temper had a reason to fear men.
Holding the woman in his arms against his chest, he was silent as her breathing slowed, grew weaker; looking at her with a pair of wet eyes and a tight airway, the wolf softly kissed her lips, ignoring the blood coming from her nose and her rough cough from the movement blocking her slight bit of air she was taking.
Watching the wolf and witch from the doorway, the rebel leader was silently praying to anything that could be listening, that his stronghearted woman would pull through. Her voice was gone, her only alertness to the world was her soft crying and breathy whimpers. As she held onto River, Virgil honestly wanted to turn away, too hurt to watch his best man die.
“I… Rivvie, baby, why don’t you let me…-” the leader started, only to be cut off by River’s broken voice, strained and harshest it had ever been upon the demon’s ears.
“No. If I walk away from her, and she dies, I will never…never forgive myself.” As oceans met cloudy blue skies, Virgil realized the depth of those words on a level he had never grasped before.
“You…” he breathed, “You love her with your entire being, don’t you, Rivvie?” he asked slowly, “I… I’m sorry.” Gods, Virgil could never imagine losing Zebastien, or even wanting to think about the idea of… “Why didn’t you ever…? Why’d you let her go?”
“Because that’s what you do. You live, love, and let go, or you become… Something else.” His reply sounded so hollow to the leader’s ears, but Virgil dropped it, moving to sit down beside the wolf. It took a long time to coax Ala to let Virgil take her from his shaky grasp, and as Ala stood and he felt the demon’s eyes go away from him and onto the witch, Alastar River Haggard took off at a run, in his hand the rebel leader’s silver glock.
The only thing that echoed in his mind was to commit manslaughter on the beast that had made his only real friend pass away in his arms.
—
“She’s dead because… Of you.” River was shaking as the rain trailed over his face and every inch of skin not covered in either denim or leather. Virgil’s coat was on his bare chest, his eyes raging like the thunderstorm above. He didn’t care at all, his hands shaking from the chilly wind. The storm was expected, but as he walked slowly down the alley and his boots tore into the gravel below, he all but snarled his words.
“You killed her.” It was hollow, deep, and so unlike his normal, soft tone that always held a crack as he talked. His eyes were a roaring beast in themselves, and as he walked slowly toward the shape of a grey-brown wolf, he took note of the fabric still in the jaws and the smell of witch blood. There was no chance that this was coincidentally just a random dog. Hell, it wasn’t even a dog! As the quiet Burning River Haggard stalked ever closer, he could slowly see the flush of blood over the beast’s sides.
And the lack of sudden agitation signaled this was not a male. She was like him, but more than likely bred as a fighter and guard dog more than a mining, cart-pulling wolf. Where he had free will, he doubted that this whining, pathetic mess of a wolfess had much thought. Glaring toward her, he watched as her wings came up in a display of agitated defense, her head going low to the ground. There was nothing forgiving in River’s thunderous eyes, not an ounce of care as he aimed the silver handgun at her skull.
He fired three times.
The wolf was not dead. River would do this slowly, intentionally, and the sound of thunder above would drive off the idea of gunshots. Standing over the bleeding wolf as she flailed, trying so hard to get to her feet even though the silver kept her from using her paws, Alastar spoke with a low, cracked voice, hollow with silent rage. “She bled to death because of you.” Glaring down, he kicked her in the left ribs and her wing, hearing the crack of those air-filled bones.
“You poisoned her veins, and she was in pain until her last… Fucking… Breath.” Gods, how he wanted to rip her apart, and he had three hours to do so, because once the rain finished its, so would he. The violent, unending rush of unrestrained anger would not hit climax for some time, and until then, River had three clips worth of bullets, and each one would grant this drakwolf more and more pain. She would die by his hands, not the tip of the silver glock. “My baby now has to live hearing stories of her mother… You have no idea who you’ve crossed. But you will now.”
—
Gods, it felt so cold in here. Virgil slowly woke to the faint glow of dawn leaking through the windows, groaning as he came to. It was the cool weight on his lap that made him look down, and his heart stopped as he did. There, the only woman he respected with utmost care, was in his tight hold. On her belly lay a stuffed dinosaur, and curled beside them was the young boy Virgil and his husband Zeb had adopted, Lucas. Little Lucky was sleeping with his cheek on his daddy’s arm, unable to recognize that Marley was no longer with them. For the first time in the rebel leader’s long and rough life, tears filled his eyes with no hesitation. Letting them freely fall, he watched the boy and the woman, her face relaxed, but there was still a stream of dark, coagulated blood down the edge of her lips. Venomous bite had done her in, and there was no chance to save her, not with a bite that severe. The woman had fought hard, and her hand still held his in a hard grip, but there was no breath coming, no flutter of a beat in her chest. She was gone, her drumbeat no longer just a song.
How long was he watching her face, crying in painful silence? He only rose his eyes when he heard the creak of the floorboards, knowing too well the weight. It was surprising to watch the wolf he had known for so many years walk in the door, setting down not only his own personal weapon but his coat and something in his hand was still bleeding. River was no longer crying, his eyes seemingly hollowed as he set two fangs, one cracked up the middle, onto the table along with the glock. River spoke slowly, softly, “Use the venom, make a cure… So we never go through this again, Khayrat.”
“… We will. I think you should go home, Rivvie… Get cleaned up.” Was that his voice? Even to his ears, Virgil didn’t sound like himself. River slowly let his eyes go to Lucas, then onto Marley’s still form.
“…Don’t let her get hurt, Khay,” was his quiet, broken reply as he turned to leave, “I can’t lose anything else.” All he had was Amora and his Pops, but he needed to face his daughter alone. Marley, the woman he had been so curious about, had lost her life for someone else to gain theirs back. This was no longer about setting them free. “…It’s time for war.”
—
“War? What do you mean by that?” Caine asked curiously as he strummed with boredom at his old acoustic guitar. It was held together mostly by duct tape, an obvious Marley touch. The brunette was looking over from his spot on Sabriel’s kitchen counter, watching as Alastar got his ANGELS tattoo retouched. Jaxith and his brother were settled around the wolf and necromancer, though Tyrus Yahir seemed more quiet today. Must have had a bad trip from his drug use earlier. It explained why Jaxith was rather pissy, his brown orbs watching Sabriel’s hand move in a slow, careful array of strokes. Ala looked up at Caine, but kept his words short and quiet.
“I mean that it isn’t just raiding anymore, Luck. We’re gonna start hitting harder, stirring it up… We need to make an impact.” The wolf could see the confusion grace the teenager’s eyes. “… Virgil has sent out a call to arms for us all… He even left to talk with our Southers. If you don’t think ya could handle all out war, Lucker, you should skip town like Ty and Jax.” The quiet, slightly drugged master looked over, a nod met with a deep purple gaze toward Caine.
“But why are we going to war? Virgil said he never wants to be the cause of mass death.”
“Caine… We have to, to keep others from dying,” murmured Sabriel as he clicked off his gun, his eyes going toward the doorway, silently still trying to get his strength from his lover. Alex’s eyes were pained, but frankly, everyone seemed to be.
“Who died, then?” Caine asked slowly, not liking how River instantly flinched and the fact Sabriel stood, going to put away his tools. He passed his liquor cabinet, not giving it a single glance, pausing in his footsteps to lightly kiss Alex’s cheek. The tattooist shared a weak smile with his taller lover, thankful that he didn’t have to say anything right now. As he headed to his bedroom, Alex followed, clearly worried about his lover’s state of mind. Sabe was not adjusted to the idea of seeing his beloved rebel family as ghosts, and it had all but broken his spirit when he saw Marley’s soul fade.
Silence echoed too loudly in the kitchen, and River took a deep breath before he spoke. “…Bobbie passed away yesterday, Caine.”